I want my old life back.....

To enjoy all the things my hubby and I used to do together without me getting tired so fast. I wanna be able to walk or stand for more than 5 minutes without feeling like I'm going to break into a thousand tiny little pie pieces. I miss the old me, the one who initiated all the summer gatherings art the river, the holiday parties. MS you robbed me of my life so therefore I'll try and destroy you with every piece of energy that I have left, even if it means me relapsing and being tired.