First time posting but have been reading the forums for a while now, so here goes. I was diagnosed in 2015 and it didnt really register and properly kick in until some years later - just after the Covid years i believe and the fact me, a fit go getting male suddenly became overwhelmed with this thing i have and the negativity affecting everyday life. Now 53, the main issue for myself is not the endless fatigue, pain, blood tests, tablet taking, tremors, eyesight and all the other lovely treats but it is the acceptance of not being able to do what i once took for granted. Changing a plug, creating gastronmic feasts, playing with my kids, grandkids, no more running anywhere, planning every trip (just in case) and ultimately giving up my passion of playing drums in a band due to not being able to hold the drumsticks tightly enough, the co ordination and balance needed has gone along with my motivation - the fatigue and downsides are overtaking the upsides. Is it just me or am i less of a man, as i cannot do what i use to do - work, home, leisure - the mental side of not being able to do things is taking over. I have a wonderful supportive wife and family but they have seen the old Jon fade away and be replaced by a Jon that needs to replace his smile and get back on track. I wonder if any of you have felt/experienced the same sort of thing? (asking for a friend) - stay safe all and keep smiling