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Hi all my friends! Well Yes I feel as if Im stuck un a rut. Most of the times after I accomplish some of my errands then I am back and stuck, unfocused, stomach problems for years. Cannot digest most of the food. I am not on MS medication, I was on 2 different onces in the past, but side effect affected my eye vision, and the other Betaceron sent me to emergency with heart palpitations after four months. I trying putting up with heavy pain in bed, then had to immediately stop once at ER. Cognitive issues is worsening. I hate that as it contributes to my stuckness. I never finish anything in life I want. I start and then it's over. So boooo to MS!! I do some light swimming laps and love to walk. I meditate and helps with my awakening journey and depression. I am 62 and people say I look way younger than that, but I say sometime better then other days. You know we in this have are day that we just want to lay there and never get up. Yes I suffer heavy / Chronic fatigue. It sucks sometime cuz there are so many beautiful days and the weather is awesome and what happens? Well I just drag my tail and then the day is over. Also hard to sleep I am always in bed to sleep late. Can't make it earlier. Then I don't want to get up. Speacially if there is noone around to encourage me to get up and do things.
Well I pray for all and that someday we get a cure. Have all a nice day.
Now I lay myself to sleep.
You can call me Vil.